Ragnarök-RP Thread

[azontr]

"Yeah." Gabriel said, "So, are you gonna wake up and uh... Not kill us all? Or at least not all of us? I don't really care if you kill a few specific people... I'd enjoy it if you'd talk to some people, at least."

 

[azontr]

(Gabriel goes ahead and basically throws David and Rory under the rug lol.)

 

[DaReaperMan]

"Doubtful. I won't speak unless spoken to. I don't have any particular interests in doing so." Cullthane responded

 

[azontr]

"Ugh... Alright then. So your just gonna sit around doing nothing...?" Gabriel asked.

 

[DaReaperMan]

"For the most part. Perhaps make a few lores of magic here and there." Cullthane said

 

[azontr]

Gabriel let out a sigh, "While that's an interesting hobby... I'll leave you to it." She said, breaking her telepathic connection with Cullthane, heaving one more heavy sigh.

"It seems he plans to just sit around doing nothing, which means we don't have to worry about fighting or containing him." She said.

 

[DaReaperMan]

"That's good. You should tell Antares and Metatron that you made contact and he won't try and kill us all" Yharon said

 

[azontr]

"I'm already hip to that, but I'll be keeping the pocket-dimension armed to seal him in case something happens," Antares said, appearing with Metatron

"Is there a chance I can speak to him...?" Metatron asked.

"Not very likely, no." Gabriel said, turning to Metatron, causing him to sigh.

"Alright then. Fair enough." Metatron said, walking over to Lance.

 

[DaReaperMan]

"Maybe wait for him to wake up and then speak to him?" Yharon suggested

 

[azontr]

"I say not very likely cause he said he didn't have much interest in talking to anybody, but hey, do whatever you want, I'm gonna go check on everybody," Gabriel said as she floated away, coincidentally passing by David's room so that Midas can initiate dialogue.

 

[DaReaperMan]

"He seems willing to speak when spoken to, however, so no harm in trying." Yharon said

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

"I say not very likely cause he said he didn't have much interest in talking to anybody, but hey, do whatever you want, I'm gonna go check on everybody," Gabriel said as she floated away, coincidentally passing by David's room so that Midas can initiate dialogue.

David glanced up, watching Gabriel pass.

he hesitated, contemplating if he should say anything. Ultimately, he decided to at least greet her, and see how she responded it. If she wasn't interested, he decided to just take the hint.

"....hey Gabriel" David said, waving at her and walking to his doorway.

".....how was the mission?" he asked. His tone was even, yet slightly cautious.

 

[DaReaperMan]

(Gabriel proceeds to slit David's throat and shove him up Kill-Gaia's ass)

 

[azontr]

David glanced up, watching Gabriel pass.

he hesitated, contemplating if he should say anything. Ultimately, he decided to at least greet her, and see how she responded it. If she wasn't interested, he decided to just take the hint.

"....hey Gabriel" David said, waving at her and walking to his doorway.

".....how was the mission?" he asked. His tone was even, yet slightly cautious.

"He's right in range Gabriel... He's right in range to be bombarded... He'd die in a few hits, Gabriel... He's right there, Gabriel!!" Thought swirled within Gabriel's mind as she glared at David for more than a minute.

"...It went fine." She finally said.

 

[azontr]

(Every day Gabriel wakes up contemplating whether or not she should kill David.)

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

"He's right in range Gabriel... He's right in range to be bombarded... He'd die in a few hits, Gabriel... He's right there, Gabriel!!" Thought swirled within Gabriel's mind as she glared at David for more than a minute.

"...It went fine." She finally said.

"......." David sweated, clearly uncomfortable under Gabrial's glare. This was a bad idea, why did he think this was a good idea? he panicked slightly.

"I'm glad it went alright...!" David said.

".....I'll...uh... I'll leave you to your business...." David said, slowly walking back into his room.

 

[DaReaperMan]

(Watch as this Archangel ******* strangles a wrestler tonight at 5:25!)

 

[azontr]

"That woman holds an unimaginable murderous rage towards you. What did you do to anger her so much?" Fafnir asked David.

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

David put his head in his hands, sighing deeply.

"Murderous huh....? I guess I really can't salvage it...." David said. he leaned against the wall.

"...She was....a friend. uh, one of my only friends honestly, and I think I was her only friend as well...." David started. his voice was sad, as he began to explain how he viewed their relationship.

"She....she cared about me....she wanted me to improve as a person...."

"...she kept pushing me and pushing me to improve....and I kept letting her down...every time."

"...I was dumb...and I was emotional. and I was an idiot...and I....." David trailed off.

"...a few weeks ago...I made a mistake. the biggest **** up of my life. completely ruined everything. and...."

"...a lot of innocent people...died..." David said.

"...that was the last straw. I betrayed Gabriel for the last time, and uh...."

"now she hates me....and I don't think I can do anything....about it anymore..."

"........" David moved away from the wall and sat on his bed, staring at the ground.

 

[azontr]

"......." Gabriel floated away as fast as she possibly could, not wishing to engage in any more conversation.

"Yes, it seems as though you, as some would say, royally ****** up." Fafnir said.

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

(Wait did Gabriel hear the entire thing David said? I thought she had already left at that point lol)

 

[azontr]

(Did I say she left?)

 

[DaReaperMan]

(Yes!)

"I sense Gabriel having a murderous rage, must've went around David's room." Yharon said aloud

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

(Did I say she left?)

(I'm dumb, I figured since Fafnir was the only one who responded that Gabriel had left the scene. smh my head)

 

[azontr]

(I'm dumb, I figured since Fafnir was the only one who responded that Gabriel had left the scene. smh my head)

(smh Midas. )

 

[DaReaperMan]

(For ***** sake Mįđæ§ lol)

 

[azontr]

(Also, I slep. This is the latest I've stayed up in weeks lol.)

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

(lol kk, I'll leave this comment before heading off the bed soon)

"......." Gabriel floated away as fast as she possibly could, not wishing to engage in any more conversation.

"Yes, it seems as though you, as some would say, royally ****** up." Fafnir said.

".....yep." David said, staring at the ground. He had forgotten Gabriel was there for a second, and had spoken more than he realized. He instantly regretted that, hoping that she didn't hate him further for telling others about what happened.

"I.....I hate myself. the person I am now. I mean. I'm....I'm so ******* awful." David muttered.

"Rory....Gabriel...Belial. I've ruined almost every friendship I've tried to form in this group. Made all of their lives worse...I'm literal ******* garbage."

"...that's why...I've been...trying to change myself. To be better..." David said.

he picked up one of the books from the ground, flipping through it idly.

"Reading.....meditation....inner contemplation....."

"...heck....I'll try anything at this point. Anything I can do. Anything that will let me be less of a shitty person. Anything that I can do to improve. even slightly."

"But....is that even possible anymore? Does it even matter? Does any of this ******* matter?"

David choked back a sob.

"I'd do anything...just to be a good person...." David said.

"......."

"sorry. I shouldn't rant like this to you. It ain't you're job to listen to my sob stories..." David said, smiling apologetically.

 

[DaReaperMan]

"Don't let yourself fall into despair... you may end up like Cullthane..." drifting thoughts said, it was Yharon's voice, he was talking to himself in his thoughts, pacing

 

[DaReaperMan]

(Callback to Yharon's first appearance!)

 

[azontr]

"And you are positive that mentally torturing yourself is an efficient method to become what you may call... A good person?" Fafnir asked.

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

"And you are positive that mentally torturing yourself is an efficient method to become what you may call... A good person?" Fafnir asked.

“Mentally torturing myself….?” David muttered, he glanced up at Fafnir, looking at him for the first time since Gabriel had left.

“…what…what do you mean…Fafnir? If anything…I’m mentally torturing other people….not myself” David said.

 

[azontr]

"I am not well versed in emotion, David." Fafnir said bluntly, "I exist solely to accommodate for anyone I am ordered to. Broad emotions such as despair or sadness do not reach me." He said.

"But the rant you just presented me gave me all the evidence I needed. You are not in your right mind."

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

"I am not well versed in emotion, David." Fafnir said bluntly, "I exist solely to accommodate for anyone I am ordered to. Broad emotions such as despair or sadness do not reach me." He said.

"But the rant you just presented me gave me all the evidence I needed. You are not in your right mind."

“…..” David chuckled slightly, though it was devoid of any humor.

“so am I insane then? Have I finally gone off the deep end?” David said, his gaze falling to the floor.

 

[azontr]

"Not insane. Just obsessed." Fafnir said blankly.

"I probably have no right to lecture you on this, David. But if we are being logical, obsessing over becoming a good person when most of the faults that appear in the people you mentioned are all due to their own action, is not good." Fafnir said.

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

"Not insane. Just obsessed." Fafnir said blankly.

"I probably have no right to lecture you on this, David. But if we are being logical, obsessing over becoming a good person when most of the faults that appear in the people you mentioned are all due to their own action, is not good." Fafnir said.

"........" David sighed.

"I know I didn't cause all of their problems Fafnir..." David sighed.

"but...if I had been a better person...if I had simply changed how they wanted me to change.....If I could have been there for them. If I could have just...not been a piece of shit...."

"....maybe things...would have turned out differently."

"...and maybe....they would....like me again..." David muttered.

 

[azontr]

"They would not have, David. They really wouldn't have." Fafnir said, "Luckily, I was briefed on all of their situations long before you came here..." Fafnir stood next to David.

"Rory the 6th chose her situation out of her own obsession, David. She wanted a paradise, and she'd do anything she could do to get it. She wanted strength, and so she fell into her own rabbit-hole through that. Your actions within that spectrum played very little part in her decisions. She chose her future." Fafnir said.

"It is the same for Type:Belial. He chose to fall into darkness, to play the hero, to abandon his loved ones. Not because you're relationship with him was strained, no. It was out of his own personal interest." Fafnir crossed his arms.

"And yes, with Gabriel Artensia you did betray her trust heavily. But that does not mean that you have to beat yourself up mentally over that. You pushed her, yes. But will doing this to yourself get you anywhere closer to her?" Fafnir asked.

"....." He stayed silent for a moment, pondering over whether or not what he had to say next was really appropriate. He then slightly nodded his head.

"In simple terms, you need to stop thinking so highly of yourself in the spectrum of other people's lives. Rory the 6th chose her future. So did Type:Belial, and now Gabriel Artensia is choosing her future. Forcing yourself into it will only further strain your relationship."

 

[azontr]

(Short version: Your not that special, David.)

 

[The_man_with_the_Midas_touch]

"They would not have, David. They really wouldn't have." Fafnir said, "Luckily, I was briefed on all of their situations long before you came here..." Fafnir stood next to David.

"Rory the 6th chose her situation out of her own obsession, David. She wanted a paradise, and she'd do anything she could do to get it. She wanted strength, and so she fell into her own rabbit-hole through that. Your actions within that spectrum played very little part in her decisions. She chose her future." Fafnir said.

"It is the same for Type:Belial. He chose to fall into darkness, to play the hero, to abandon his loved ones. Not because you're relationship with him was strained, no. It was out of his own personal interest." Fafnir crossed his arms.

"And yes, with Gabriel Artensia you did betray her trust heavily. But that does not mean that you have to beat yourself up mentally over that. You pushed her, yes. But will doing this to yourself get you anywhere closer to her?" Fafnir asked.

"....." He stayed silent for a moment, pondering over whether or not what he had to say next was really appropriate. He then slightly nodded his head.

"In simple terms, you need to stop thinking so highly of yourself in the spectrum of other people's lives. Rory the 6th chose her future. So did Type:Belial, and now Gabriel Artensia is choosing her future. Forcing yourself into it will only further strain your relationship."

“……….” David thought about this. Staring at Fafnir for a long time.

“….you’re right Fafnir…I know you’re right. I’m not…I’m not that important. I’m not special. I’m a nobody. I shouldn’t assume I can just…change people lives…”

“……….”

“I’m…..I’m just ******* lonely man” David said honestly, looking at the ground

“I don’t even know where my wife is, and no one else in this group likes me. I’m tolerated, at best. ”

“and I figured…..that maybe if I became better…maybe if I showed them that I was improving…improving for them…to be a better person….”

“maybe…at least some of them…wouldn’t hate me so much….”

“….and I wouldn’t be so alone….” David muttered.

 

[azontr]

"And what exactly is so wrong with being alone? Sometimes being alone gives you time to think." Fafnir responded. "I enjoy being alone, at least."