I think this is a good a place as any to give my official statement of resignation. Before you blame Sera and the thread for my sudden and abrubt decision, hear me out.
Sera's words have really spoken to me on a level I coudn't quite articulate myself. Clearly, I agree with Sera in some or for the most part, otherwise I wouldn't have resigned on this thread. I guess you could say I've been harbouring these thoughts and feelings for quite some time now, and Sera just said what I was thinking.
Look, when it really comes down to it, I'm not doing anything different from when I wasn't staff. Besides a huge confidence booster and the ability to close threads, I have not done anything different from what I did prior to staff. I don't participate in wiki difining/breaking projects like the tier change or High 3-A revisions. And when I do speak up, I'm drowned out or ignored because of my inferior knowledge on the subject. Staff threads have become a joke wherein anyone not derailing the thread can voice their opinion. I used to respect staff threads. I used to respect staff. But we've blurred the line between staff and user that I don't feel any difference between the two.
Do you know why I keep shilling Agnaa for staff? Because he ******* deserves it way more than I do. Agnaa has balls. He isn't afraid to say no, and give a subjective opinion. I respect the **** out of him and wished more people did too. When I think staff, I think Agnaa, and I think we have all forgotten that staff waves the bigger stick in the end. Yes, the opinion of bluenames matter, but the big decisons still need to be made by people of character, and not the voice of the many. Character, I feel, is what separates bluenames from staff.
I don't think it's wrong to say that I'm not that big a deal on the wiki. I look out for the little guy. I work on verses almost no one else does because someone has to work on them. The God of High School, American Gods, Dark Souls, Sekiro, Knack, and so on. These verses barely have any CRTs and are usually in serious need of work. Meanwhile Bleach or Naruto get 10 CRTs every week. Look, I'm not saying it's wrong or bad that these verses get more attention than others. What I'm trying to say is that I've been doing this since before I was staff, and I'll damn sure do it after I'm demoted.
There's just no need for me, and I'm taking up a spot someone else deserves.
For what it's worth, I was genuinely happy when I got staff. Hell, I even told my parents. I was proud of being a credit to this wiki. But now I realize, I can do what I normally do without being staff. The magic is gone. The work remains. I hope this doesn't upset anyone.