Good times and bad times
Can I count on being with you?
I thank you for staying so true
My life will go on a long time
Have to catch up when I see you
And you are my reason I can make it through
Can I give my word that I will come in time to rescue?
My heart will always be with you
I'm so glad I met you being with me wherever
Are we made for each other forever?
I know life can be tough on you time and time agai
Laughter maybe gone away
I will wipe away my tears tomorrow
Life must go on, that's the reason that you travel away |
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RKGenki, my lovely waifu
Before everything, I want to say thank you. Thank you for let me met you, I am extremely grateful for have been able to met such wonderful person as you are, thank you so much. And I'm grateful for all the moments we lived together, so thank you again, you are totally Irreplaceable.
There are a lot of things I want to tell you, thousands and thousands of things. But what I'll tell you is that I want to be with you, and I want you to be with me and to keep doing all the good things we has done in the past together again. I care about you and still love you regarless of the mistakes we have done in the past. In my birthday, my wish when I was blowing the candle was to be with you again. And if I'm honest, if any of us were a girl I would already tried to start a relationship with you. I really, really miss you, a lot.
But I respect your decision for choosing to step out, it was the correct one. And of course I respect your beliefs, I never wanted you to change, you the beautiful the way you are and I wouldn't love this much if you weren't being who you are. It's ok that you don't longer care about your "Waifu" nickname and that the song has loss any kind of meaning when I started to send it to other people that I love, you have your reasons and conviction that you believe and that's totally fine.
I know that this is mostly my fault, I let my worries and wishes blind my judment, a big mistake that I want sincerely apologize to you, I'm so sorry for all of this to ever happen. I know that
Thespeedforce21 said that I'm kinda blowing this thing a bit out of proportion, and that's maybe true; before I had only a thought, but now I can clearly see that I inherited some things of my mother's minor, or not so minor, social anxiety... which also go by the hand of me asking unnecessary, obvious things... So tee hee hee~ ☆.
¡Me cago en todo! ¡Me cago en todo lo cagable! Well, everyone knows what this mean, time to go full carnage savage training arc mode.
To end, I want you to know that because of this I have become much more wiser and stronger after a long time thinking regarding this and us, I'm eternally grateful with you for let me reach this way of thinking and vision. I really want to be with you, but I respect your decision as well, if you don't answer to this then I get the message that I should simply give up and stop trying to approach you in any kind of way or that you don't want to be like before or there is no possible way in doing that because of the things that happened, it's perfectly fine and understandable if you want that.
So,
keep moving forward and stay truth to who you really are, because I know who you are and what you are able to do. I will always keep loving, beliving and cheering for you no matter what.
Also, I have this gift for you, I think have others but maybe I will never be able to give them to you,
so here it is.