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I give up. I ask for a demotion.
I decided that I am stepping down from Staff. I'm sure this is obvious for most people but I'm frankly just not fit for this position anymore. Everytime I have to deal with Moderation I get angry and frustrated and just lose my cool and I often bring drama. I'm not nearly responsible enough to be a Moderator anymore. I've been a Staff Member for 5 years now and everytime I encounter issues I just fee angry and frustrated because I've seen them happen before again, and again, and again over the years. Which is normal, this is an open Website and new users will always come by, and conflict is natural to happen, but it is exhausting as Staff to have to deal with it time and again, and this leads me to being rash and impulsive with decisions.
And most of all, it doesn't feel fun anymore. I still enjoy VSBattlesWiki and I like and admire plenty of its users. There are so many people I met here over they ears who became my friends, but as a Staff Member I no longer enjoy the wiki, and I believe it is because I can't handle the responsibility of being a Mod, and it all just feels like exhausting work to me. I'd rather stay as a regular user and not have to deal with this anymore.
In light of my most recent misdoing and drama, I think it is the best option. Ant has just made another thread calling for peace in the wiki, and in it he said the following:
And so I am stepping down, it is the best way to stop drama immediately. I'm not fit to be a staff and everyone sees this. Keeping me as a staff would just be a bad move for the wiki and lead to more Staff - User animosity. I hope that me stepping down will improve things. Thank you for your understanding.
I decided that I am stepping down from Staff. I'm sure this is obvious for most people but I'm frankly just not fit for this position anymore. Everytime I have to deal with Moderation I get angry and frustrated and just lose my cool and I often bring drama. I'm not nearly responsible enough to be a Moderator anymore. I've been a Staff Member for 5 years now and everytime I encounter issues I just fee angry and frustrated because I've seen them happen before again, and again, and again over the years. Which is normal, this is an open Website and new users will always come by, and conflict is natural to happen, but it is exhausting as Staff to have to deal with it time and again, and this leads me to being rash and impulsive with decisions.
And most of all, it doesn't feel fun anymore. I still enjoy VSBattlesWiki and I like and admire plenty of its users. There are so many people I met here over they ears who became my friends, but as a Staff Member I no longer enjoy the wiki, and I believe it is because I can't handle the responsibility of being a Mod, and it all just feels like exhausting work to me. I'd rather stay as a regular user and not have to deal with this anymore.
In light of my most recent misdoing and drama, I think it is the best option. Ant has just made another thread calling for peace in the wiki, and in it he said the following:
In addition, the few members (be it regular or staff) that are acting in a repeated toxic and/or confrontational manner need to permanently stop immediately. Now is definitely not the right time at all for instigating any drama and resentment. If you do not comply, the rest of the staff might need to take action in lack of better options.
And so I am stepping down, it is the best way to stop drama immediately. I'm not fit to be a staff and everyone sees this. Keeping me as a staff would just be a bad move for the wiki and lead to more Staff - User animosity. I hope that me stepping down will improve things. Thank you for your understanding.