Momoku sat down on a chair and reminisced. Looking at the happy faces of the people, made him clutch his chest and held it tightly. He was shaking, he was breathing fast, "Momoku..." said Okane, distraught at the sight of him breaking down.
He remained silent.
He can't take the sight of his new friends without seeing the image of Griffith killing them.
He couldn't cry.
He heard the voices of his parents, the voices of his friends.
They were all screaming at him.
Momoku's hands were shaking, he didn't know what to do.
His face was scrunched up in pain and his heart was pounding so fast, that he felt his body shaking.
He was sweating.
He was afraid of them.
He was scared of dying.
He was afraid that if he died, no one would know the reason for his death.
He was afraid of everyone.
He was afraid that he may end up like them.
At first, he looked like a person with so much intelligence. But on the inside, he is but a broken man. A man with no purpose, no hope, no future, and no meaning.
But he will not let them know the truth. He will not tell anyone about his past so that they will remain happy.
He can live a life full of lies.
He can hide his suffering from the world.
(Edit: Try playing this
music, it works well. I expect that at least one of you would approach him and ask him about his past. But that depends on the RP guy)