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I should've did this so long ago. I won't be surprised if a select few will shout for joy, but I realized just how... broken I truly am. Being in this community, I am just not mentally ready. The underones and heavy implications that 'power is everything' truly morphed my mind to the point I know many don't agree with that being a true thing, but... It has truly turned me into something terrible. I can truly no longer differentiate between powers and character. To the point I make outlandish claims about power just to have my character reach a higher tier because I could no longer stand them being of lower power, as I compared that with character. I've tried so many times, doing so many things, even mental self-degrading constantly for years, trying to find a solution, but this is the only one I haven't tried. If this fails... I'm honestly unsure what to do. I'm sorry to everyone I've upset in this community, sorry to every single debate team I've been across that has met me. I have left no good marks here, and anyone who says so, I honestly will doubt to the end of the world. But, thank you for accepting me regardless of my faults.