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My fellow Vs Debaters, I must regrettably inform you that I am leaving Vs. Battles Wiki, no not permanently, but a hiatus that can be anywhere from the end of June to some undefined longer amount of time. Now, let me make this clear, I do not want to leave and I'm pretty much forced to due to the circumstances.
First and foremost as Ive mentioned quite a few times before, my daughter is quite sick and I begrudgingly must bring her to the hospital despite how much I don't want to.
That on top of the sheer pressure of the working standards of my country and other things that shan't be mentioned have caused a tremendous amount of stress for me lately. I had two anxiety attacks yesterday about right after I get home from work, which is definitely a sign from the universe saying I need to seriously reevaluate myself. I don't like acting this way, and it's been making me sick just thinking about all the things I've said over freaking fiction. Horrendous, honestly.
Most importantly, I'm honestly afraid of how bad things seem irl, there's a lot of societal and political issues that are bothering me more than ever before. As the result, all of this fear-induced stress and anxiety has caused anger issues and I've been inappropriately taking it out on you guys which isn't fair. I sincerely apologize for my behavior these past few weeks. I guess I still have a lot of growing up to do myself, I still seem to be in a child's place.
Again, I'm not leaving permanently, I'm not retiring, I'm not droping off the face of the Earth and moving to Mars with the little green men. I'm just taking another hiatus to sort out my personal anxieties because my behavior lately has been unacceptable and obviously I need to get this child some proper medical attention.
How long I will be gone? I am not exactly sure. It depends on how smoothly everything goes. At the very most, in the worst case scenario, this could take all summer. Who knows, maybe it'll only take a few weeks. I truly hope things stay smooth and dandy here and I know it's been only been a little less than five months since my last hiatus, so I'm terribly sorry I have to yet again go on another, possibly even longer one - but I can't ignore the bad hands life's been dealing me. When your dealt bad hands you can either fold or play the game and hope for a miracle. I'm clearly going to do the latter.
Considering it's almost done anyway, my Persona blog is still going to be posted sometime in June. At the very least if I am incapable of posting it, Pritti will in my stead, she has access to it.
Hopefully when I return, there will be no more anxiety and I can go back to being the kind spirit I aspire to be. Congratulations to everyone that's been promoted and that have become part of the staff family (since I haven't gotten the chance to post that on the appropriate thread). May you have a blessed summer vacation and happy debating ÔØñ
First and foremost as Ive mentioned quite a few times before, my daughter is quite sick and I begrudgingly must bring her to the hospital despite how much I don't want to.
That on top of the sheer pressure of the working standards of my country and other things that shan't be mentioned have caused a tremendous amount of stress for me lately. I had two anxiety attacks yesterday about right after I get home from work, which is definitely a sign from the universe saying I need to seriously reevaluate myself. I don't like acting this way, and it's been making me sick just thinking about all the things I've said over freaking fiction. Horrendous, honestly.
Most importantly, I'm honestly afraid of how bad things seem irl, there's a lot of societal and political issues that are bothering me more than ever before. As the result, all of this fear-induced stress and anxiety has caused anger issues and I've been inappropriately taking it out on you guys which isn't fair. I sincerely apologize for my behavior these past few weeks. I guess I still have a lot of growing up to do myself, I still seem to be in a child's place.
Again, I'm not leaving permanently, I'm not retiring, I'm not droping off the face of the Earth and moving to Mars with the little green men. I'm just taking another hiatus to sort out my personal anxieties because my behavior lately has been unacceptable and obviously I need to get this child some proper medical attention.
How long I will be gone? I am not exactly sure. It depends on how smoothly everything goes. At the very most, in the worst case scenario, this could take all summer. Who knows, maybe it'll only take a few weeks. I truly hope things stay smooth and dandy here and I know it's been only been a little less than five months since my last hiatus, so I'm terribly sorry I have to yet again go on another, possibly even longer one - but I can't ignore the bad hands life's been dealing me. When your dealt bad hands you can either fold or play the game and hope for a miracle. I'm clearly going to do the latter.
Considering it's almost done anyway, my Persona blog is still going to be posted sometime in June. At the very least if I am incapable of posting it, Pritti will in my stead, she has access to it.
Hopefully when I return, there will be no more anxiety and I can go back to being the kind spirit I aspire to be. Congratulations to everyone that's been promoted and that have become part of the staff family (since I haven't gotten the chance to post that on the appropriate thread). May you have a blessed summer vacation and happy debating ÔØñ
